You know what. I’m very bitter right now. I’ve been real quiet about this but now, I’m just fed up. You know what I want to do? Go to everyone whose ever done “if this post gets this many notes i wont kill myself” and punch them in the goddamn face so hard. I’m sick and tired of people using a fucking site to gamble their lives. Like, what the fuck kind of attention do you want? You’re suicidal so you go on a blogging site and aim for a high amount of notes on your post and if you get that amount, you won’t kill yourself. But if you’re going to let that decide your fate then you may as well just fucking do it. You’re on a 50% scale where if the deadline is met, but if not you’re going to take your life. Does that make any sense what so ever in any means of logic????? No. And I don’t know why people think that’s a good solution. Sure, GO TALK ABOUT IT WITH PEOPLE, but don’t make them decide your fate. If you’re so bent on suicide, just go ahead and do it, don’t gamble your fucking life as if it makes a difference whether you get these set amount of notes or not. But, I don’t think people understand that that’s:
- Fucked up by all means for allowing people to decide your fate for you instead of fate coming naturally
- Annoying as shit to see.
Yes, I understand, stress, bullying (and no, not cyberbullying doesn’t count), pressure, relationship/family issues, they may toss you over the edge to where you think suicide is an option, I get it. But if you go out of your way to put it public to the point you make it where you’re letting people choose to let you live or die? Then I must ask are you out of your fucking mind. I don’t know the thought processing of it, I might not ever know it, I’m very ignorant of why people do it. But I know for a fact that it’s either some desperate plea for attention so people can notice you and you get a popular post on the decision of your fucking end or you just … Actually, no, there isn’t even another alternative to that. Go ahead and talk to people if you’re suicidal, people are there to help. “I’ve been feeling a little suicidal and I feel like I may take my life. All I ask is for someone to talk to to hopefully make me feel a bit better and re-think things.” That’s a MUCH FUCKING BETTER alternative. It irks. The ever-loving shit. Out of me. To see people want notes. To decide their life. Get some fucking counseling.